Mistress

Always 2 steps ahead of heartbreak,

Say you love me, don’t make that mistake.

Not the loving kind, this one’s broken.

How many times I’ve heard those words spoken.

I guess misery really does love company,

You seem to relish off mine hungrily.

Fill me up till I can’t take it,

But watch out, you know I’ll fake it.

Got you wrapped around my finger

how long will the emptiness linger?

I’m the puppet master, you’re attached by string.

Isn’t love such a dreadful thing?

You open up, give them all of you,

They don’t plan to stay, just passing through.

I won’t grovel and plead down on my knees,

Watch you walk away, you do it with ease

You only receive, won’t give a fraction.

But I won’t give you the satisfaction.

Yea he calls me mistress

Got him riled up and restless

Moaning his name, I’m a fucking actress.

Gimme my Oscar cuz I’m the baddest.

Oh, he calls me mommy

Got me wet, like a tsunami

Fold me up like origami.

Tie you up and have my way,

Gag you, till you got nothin to say

Call my name, I’ll make it rain

You go for pleasure I go for pain.

Oh you talk a good game,

But manipulations my middle name,

Say I’m too good at trauma,

I can’t handle all the fucking drama.

It’s my time to go, sayonara.

Walk out the door, fix my tiara.

Cuz I’m the queen here,

Yea he call me puppeteer

‘Cuz he knows the illusion

Say you love me, it’s a delusion.

Oh, I’m always 2 steps ahead of heartbreak.

Say you love me, that’s your final mistake.

I promise you, one day you’ll break.

And you’ll see this was all fucking fake.

So walk away while you still can,

I’m no Louis lane, you can’t be my Superman.

Learn my name and shout it loud,

I’m your Mistress. Say it proud.