My Final Goodbye

These winding roads twisting endlessly

I toss and turn each night restlessly.

You’re my drug, my one desire

Ignite my soul, set me on fire.

Going 100 on the freeway.

Can’t be out late, that’s what she say

Anxiety courses through my veins

Pull my trigger, blow my brains.

Shoulda known she was a psycho,

Too blind to see, she kept my eyes closed

I plead to God, “Christ, help me”

But no one answered, Heaven’s empty.

The devil gripped me by the heart,

Said “Babe, Ima tear you apart”.

Was supposed to be my one twin flame,

Now all I got is all this shame.

Maybe all we had were lies,

Now it’s time to say goodbyes.

I loved you once, shame on me.

Gave all I had up for free.

Loved you more than you could take,

We were fucked, bound to break.